Again

Lets face it I'm in love again
But actually this isn't an again
You were always here for me
And my crush on you was always there
No matter how much I denied it
You always managed to reappear
Lets face it people I'm in love
She never failed or bailed out
Just awaiting my OK
Just keeping me on track
My destiny is to stay lost
Lost with you
Lost in you

Time Justice Trust

Three is a magical number
Three is the number of my faith
Not the catholic three
My own three
Time Justice Trust
Justice Trust Time
Trust Justice Time
These are my three
Time will heal everything
Justice is the way to heal
Trust is the potion to heal
All I need is to heal
Heal from this illness
Heal from this addiction
Heal from the blasphemy
The blasphemy of feelings
I have one God
And it's name isn't Yahveh
It's name is LIFE
And Life contradicts love
Life means survival
Love means pain and suffering

Silhouette

Recovering, but......

Who is playing with my soul?
I thought i was dead
But who is is taking me out from my sleep?
First no existence
Then the spirit of a small child was taken
And all of a sudden a humanoid silhouette
The spirit looked baffled
Looking all around and searching for the meaning
Another spirit was taken and joined the first
It was of an old lady
But Not alone the two spirits were mixed
The ladies amazement was equal to the child
When you look to that silhouette
You see alternation between them
One moment the child is crying
Another you see the lady disoriented
A third spirit was added a rapist
Evil dripping from him even in the after life
And another, it was a fallen soldier
Roaring each time he came to view
And another a lady in red
And another, and another, and another ...
The mix was diabolic, but the spirits weren't
The alternating souls was like a window to hell
All of a sudden the silhouette was sent back to earth
And everyday I wake up with a face
Every moment another soul
This why I'm The ToubledSoul

Romatic Males

Please don't judge me.
Believe me it's harder to admit you were wrong again,
Than being wrong.

What are Romantic Males?
Well we are just a small faction
Just a few boys trying to be men
How do you distinguish us?
Well simple:
I saw you vulnerable
I exposed my weaknesses
So you may know that even men do cry
I saw you broken
I showed you my wounds
So you may know that you are normal
I saw you sporty
I laughed and giggled
So you may know that people like you that way
Great romantic story right?
Wait, look closely?
Ask yourself, and you did what?
You dumped me saying
You are weak
You have issues
You are not serious enough
OMG you did it again
You broke me, again
And left me worse than before
Don't tell me you'll heal
That's the worst urban lie I ever heard
Things are not getting better
Everyday is worst than the day before
I am afraid of the day of the breaking point
I just want to grow up forget everything about love
Just become another MAN god damn it
This is not a love poem
This is not a love mantra
It's just anger on a paper

I'm back

I'm sorry world but I'm back, :P
Let's see where it will lead me now.
Is it gona be another chapter in sorrow or just another Pazuzu mocking the pitifull humans :P

Death of a feeling

When a man dies
He disappears from the face of earth
All that remains from him
A fading memory in the minds of the people that knew him
A growing feeling of lose in their hearts
A simple cold tombstone reminding earth of his passage
The same goes with love
Love have died in my heart
All I wanted at first was to forget and overcome
Now I fight the fading of that memory
Trying to hold the last rope slipping from my hand quickly
I don't miss her anymore
But I miss the mutual attention
I miss loving and being loved
I miss caring
All is left of that dead love is just me