Snake Skin

Day after day I feel how evil my core is, now I know his address his
friends, his major, just pray I won't do a foolish thing

Every snake has to drop her skin every once and a while
That's how I see the situation at hand
I feel I'm dropping the skin that I wore for three years
I'm getting back to my real me
I feel that my blood is boiling
I feel that my brain is corrupted
I see darkness engulfing me
My blood is turning from red to black
As if you have putten a drop of black ink in the clear water
The pain that I'm living has summoned the darkness
Residing in me, it rose to claim what is hers
I feel darkness invading me
I feel it in the air I exhale
I feel it in my veins
I will bye a gun
I will turn his shining white armor
To a bloody red carpet
And he will be the red carpet
That I will walk on in my wedding
My wedding to E
Oh the sweet E

The wedding invitation

How bold can this invitation be, believe me i felt the lowest i can ever be, when she said don't you want to be invited to my wedding.

A few days ago she asked me
Wouldn't you want to get invited to my wedding?
Feelings of hatred, sorrow and nostalgia overwhelmed me
Now prince charming has stolen my dreams
Or did I give them to him on a silver plate
That was my dream
He took my fiancé, and now he's taking my goal
I felt like a small mushroom beside a huge oak tree
No matter how hard I tried
My legs are fixed in the durt
And his head touches the stars
She said it he is everything I wished in you
All I was a lover
And now he grabbed my lost chance
All I wanted from this break up
Was for her to realise what a special guy I was
All that I discovered
That angels would dance to see her smile
She is the special one
I'm nothing, and she paid a huge price for nothing
I'm just gods forsaken TroubledSoul