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Let me tell u how I asked her out 3/May/2003, after a week of hesitation I decided to tell her how I feel so when she asked me as a friend who is the one I secretly loved I told her that I'll give her 2 hints and if she knows I'll give her a present I told her that the first letter of my love's name is E and the second is ********(her last name).

A wise man once said
There is no soul mates
For everyone there's a million true love
After what I experience I say
I don't see a million potential mate
I see a million bump on the road
Wherever I look, I see her
When i'm on the road
I see a nice romantic couple
I hate myself
When I watch tv
I see a beautiful loving kiss
I hate myself
When I'm wearing my clothes
I remember each comment she gave me
I hate myself
When I look to the mirror
I imagine what could she say
I hate myself
The last time we talked
She told me to forget, forgive and continue
But my heart stopped beating
My mind halted
I am a prisoner of my hatred
I am a prisoner of my agony
I am a prisoner of my sorrow